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[25 Jul 2005|08:15pm]
im updating this. ummmmm im drinking a slurpee. were drinking slurpees. lauras here say hi laura HI!!!. fiesty our cat is now eating his food. i have to work tommoroow night. laura has been working a lot.
1 thrown beer bottles to andy's skull|haha I wasnt expecting that to happpen haha

[21 Mar 2005|01:53am]
im watching RFR its a good show
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list of food [22 Feb 2005|02:13am]
[ mood | infuriated ]

mike and ikes are really good , and so are coffee cakes, and those pretzels that come in that box, and so are mest bagels, and doritos, twizzlers, honey ham sandwhiches, moon mist, sunnydelight, thats all the food i really eat. eh hope you enjoy the new pics :)
im not really infuiated i just think its a cool word

couple new pictures

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:) [31 Jan 2005|08:38pm]
enjoy :)




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new pics [30 Jan 2005|06:50pm]
new pics


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bday to me [29 Jan 2005|03:26pm]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAMIE!!!! thats me. im 19 i feel sooooo old.
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looka like a man [25 Jan 2005|12:30am]
BE SMART, BLOW A FART
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[21 Jan 2005|01:01am]
ahhh mr. bannana telephone repair man, you got the job buddy. YOU GOT THE FUCKING JOB.
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sup [18 Jan 2005|01:41am]
got a new background and customized my comments check it out!!!
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whats worse [10 Jan 2005|02:34am]
whats worse mrs tarnowski's annoying voice or mr. dennis and his flannel shirts ,and him having mrs. dennis for a wife
2 thrown beer bottles to andy's skulls|haha I wasnt expecting that to happpen haha

my excellent day [09 Jan 2005|01:26am]
how my day went

woke up at 3pm
made a couple sandwhichs
watched tv
drove my dad and bro to bestbuy
my dad bought a printer thing
i bought the used self title and mest self title
got my brother jesse
watched america funniest home videos
and im here listening to mest , after that is the used, then prob mcr
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[07 Jan 2005|02:26am]
i miss laura. i hope your doing well and made it safe to your moms
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part one of the school school [07 Jan 2005|02:21am]
again no ones online. Everynight i come on and like everyone gets off because they have to attend their school which is a hell hole. Garden_City_High_School. One of the worst schools you could possibly think of. I went there for 4 years and my god was it hell. I was in the SPED classes im glad i was in those. You get less homework and more time on everything. Its the same exact teachings as in normal classes but we just learn at a slower pace.
 
It goes normal classes
sped classes
retarded people who have disabilitys classes
 
people in sped classes werent retarded, we were either getting into trouble to much, having learning disabilttys ( rasies hand) , or didnt want to much work so they took the test and they were put in it haha. I really miss that school no matter how much i fucking hated it. I had very few friends and knew everybody that was attending it. I miss the lunchs were it was just me , mike kimble, jesse frank, doug macintrye( sp) and sometimes yen. i loved those people. we had some of the best times at lunch. then once lunch was over i knew i had to work in the school store with people i really hated. i liked a couple people in there. i only talked to them. i wish i would have talked alot more but i was a shy kid and i still am. i fucking hated that ms. dimicheal always put me as sweeping the school or guarding the doors. i swear she was smoking pot everysingle day i tell you.

then there was mrs. tarnowski haha. she hated me and she always wrote in my papers that "i was always mouthing off and im not doing my job right". i still have a couple of those to this day. One time she got so fucking mad at me for poppin out of the emprt fridge that was in the school store and she opened it and i popped out. she fliped the fuck out. she rushed down to the office and demanded that i be removed from her class for a couple days haha. i loved the time away from that. hearing them fucking bitch every day my god. working there sucked, i didnt even ask for that class but they gave it to me,

everybody knew me as the long haired kid who swept the halls every fucking day. the more i swept the more i liked it. i mean you just wonder the halls sweeping. EVERYDAY i walked around the halls just talking to random people passing by, haha that was so much fun, i didnt even know them but i was always in a goofy mood. i mean come on your sweeping the halls of garden city high haha. you really expect that place to be clean haha.

i got into fights like almost everyday with these 2 fucks. andy oh my i would of loved to kick that mother fuckers ass. i should of but hes fat and he smells and i would of let yen beat him up for me, then there was jeremy sparks.haha. one day he pissed me off and i just went off on him. i was telling him to hit me and all this shit . jeremy was like 5'10 180lbs all muslce and on the wrestling team. everyone thought he was gay cuz his voice oh my fucking god. it ened with ms tarnowski taking us down to mrs. dennis office and this whole speech about like him labeling me and shit.

then there was nick lenerd this kids the same height. one day he was talking shit so i pushed him and we seriosuly almost fought but jared stoped him, i was like let him go. ahh the bad times at the school store.

 i would continue this but im getting tired and i will tell more tommorow
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day of the 7th [07 Jan 2005|01:12am]
this is how my day went

woke up around 3pm
snoveled, snow blowed a couple houses
made 2 sandwhiches
watch a couple skate logic volumes
played tony hawk 3 for like 2 hours free skating
watched some tv
listened to htb, b4igo, mcr while playing hawk 3
and here i am
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[04 Jan 2005|02:37am]
MY BIRTHDAY  IS IN 25 DAYS
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my day [04 Jan 2005|02:30am]
okay so my day went like this

went to bed at like 6am after watching GREED a TCM movie
woke up at around 3pm
soon as i woke up i went to a carpet job for like 7 hours 4pm-1am
im online right now
im so fucking tired

the end
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im rick james BITCH [31 Dec 2004|01:46am]
having a couple breath savers burns  your mouth in a cold minty way.

um happy fucking new year to the people readimg this

i bought some socks the other day and i dont want to wash them with all my other clothes cuz the red dye from the circle thing might have sex with my clothes and like red spots or something.

if only i had a tank full of gas and a reason to leave. id sail the seven levels past the super duper rain drops into the fucking caspian sea.

i watched this black and white film today on TCM. called THE HAUNTING like the 1950 version.  fucking kicked ass. kind of like a scary to point where you go COOL. i like watching TCM its like one of my fav channels. esp the alfred hitchcock haha those ones kickin wing, pyscho is on tonight id prob watch that for my new years celebration.


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mcr for the 5 ime playing [30 Dec 2004|01:46am]
[ mood | thirsty ]

okay so im trying to go around to find a tatttoo place. becuz i have the money for one but picking the right place is tricky.

umm went to my cousins last night for his bday. that was so much fun. we laughed tons. today woke up on the carpet cuz there was no where to sleep . with a  hoody as a blanket. went in the living feel alseep on the couch. my bro drove us back. my cousin lives in fucking new baltimore like 23 mile and  jefferson????  its way up by the rich homes. wait he lives in a rich home.

Turned those apps in finally. crossing 8 mile i saw these thugs. i was like FUCK!!. cuz i forgot to take my wallet out and i have like 140 bucks in it. NOT A GOOD IDEA.. watched napolen dynamite for the 3rd time in the past 3 days. this time i watched it with the commentary on. its funny. set my alarm for 10 cuz i was so tired. somehow i didnt set it right and i woke up at like 1030. made some sammys and watched some tv. i was watching the rise of velet revolver and  my best friends date on the n. No matter how much everyone in my family hates that channel i love it.

OKay myspace  has offically got me addicted to that site. I was going in to the site at first to try to fins my friends from high school since i moved and grad. and like everyday im finding more and more. its cool.

cant wait to move in with kerri haha.  watching the old horror movies cuz the new ones suck.

i have my cd player on repeat and its been playing mcr for like the past 4 times i went tho the cd.

jeanne called me to wish me a happy holidays. i was like woah jeanne called. too bad she lives like 3 hours away. she ca,e by for the summer cuz her place was getting remolded. and like she saw me skating and like she came by me and we started talking.   just friends. its nice when friends leave you messages on your phone. its nice :)

today that i know of im not doing anything.  maybe  go up to the natinal liquidation wholesale place to apply. idk will see

another day of having the net

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jan 15th knights be there [27 Dec 2004|03:30am]
jan 15th
knights of columbia
warren

Before i go
only in movies
the weakend
alucard
boink

prob 7 bucks

im going to be there you better be

the greatest cd on the planet
BEFORE I GO lyrics
" city skyline"

1. return on investment
-the return was never as expected and the back-up plan was never quite invented and so it seems that the world is always changing it's that same routine that always seemed to save us don't die without me cause i won't die without you we live and we die so breathe in and hold tight we'll cast aside these city skylines believe me when i say and finally we abandoned our arms and we said outloud that we'd go quietly we're both sacrificing ourselves we're both denying our reality believe me when i say i've never really been one for this you've always been the illusionist i've never really been one for this i've always kind of been a skeptic

2. cigarette burns
- another tragic ending to this storyline and i can't see how it's so easy for you to write me out one more time let's go we've been down this road before and i dont want to end up down and out on the cutting room floor this could be the soundtrack of our lives and i hope to god it changes and i was taught to read between the lines we're acting out the same old storyline who's the one who stripped you of your will to live and left you dead well i'd love a chance to shake his fucking hand you read your lines and left me on a movie set that's empty i dont' have the script but i'm pretty sure this isn't how it ends and i'll focus on the anger of the lesser known characters we'll witness their demise as they fall to the wayside planned on something great and not this scripted fate but as always in my life i missed the role this time

3. and if i wake before i die
-moving faster i hate the shore i'll swim as far out as i can my bodies tired my legs are sore and i'll gladly welcome the water my lungs let in drifting faster with every minute passing the chances to turn it all around i never said goodbye but just read my lips i won't make a sound i open my eyes for a single moment begin to take in the surrounding ocean i can't believe my eyes for a moment begin to take in the surrounding ocean i never really learned how to hold my breath and in retrospect it would've benefit these waves drive me straight into distraction i'm taking action hoping you can't match them i always wondered if i'd make a sound but don't worry it won't be long from now do dying last regrets make a sound but don't worry it won't be long from now i just wanna get to sleep tonight there's something to be said for no goodbyes the moon is blurry as we sink together my sleep tonight will remember forever

4. the business of indifference
-death will overtake us before heaven can embrace us it seems our fraudulent ways have finally come to face us a picture perfect tragedy has once again come shattering we're passing time or just rather going through the motions we try to walk that line between fear and confidence our pride is compromised to maintain our happiness i've been up all night and i'll be the only one to admit it's the one inside my mind that's my tru protagonist lives that once were meaningful have somehow turned so trivial no one pays attention to the strangeness of the stations hundreds of people passing by their murmurs and their awful cries they seem to come accustomed to our numb and empty touches because you're saying so much without speaking at all it's the things we cannot say that set us on our own i'm simply longing a pure death we try to walk that line between fear and confidence our pride is compromised to maintain our happiness i'm searching for the highway or the quickest way to the shore i hate the fact i love you but i love to hate you even more

5. papillon
- shed this protective shield abandon the calling this time's a second chance there is no point in stalling brace yourself from impact it's only up from here laughing at opposition things aren't what they appear stretch my wings to fly you can fall on me awake from my slumbe ready to start anew a part of the same mold we're not the chosen few laid to rest in a coffin losing this mortal coil a new seed has been planted rebirth beneath the soil array of sound that form colors before my eyes it makes me see my life in a more perfect light emerge from this safety so brave and vulnerable standing on our ideals to prove we're capable as others fail and perish we'll set our goals in sight a collective built on trust our ambitions take flight
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money man [24 Dec 2004|11:45pm]
[ mood | okay ]

I wish he would give some money for xmas

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